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today is a day that goes on my top 100 days of my life list just because i got to eat a whole pizza and ive been playing this shit for about 3 hours now

update: i played it until 3 am

there was this club penguin private server that i used to play in 2019 called "Old Club Penguin", at the time it had like 5 people playing and there were also weird custom rooms. out of curiosity, i searched for it to see if it exists, and... it does, and its a wasteland, literally no people online. it felt really weird, all of the servers were shut down and only Blizzard was up. it made me feel a feeling that i cannot describe. kinda empty, and weird.

pie museum

"Looming Sense Of Dread." Graphite on School Desk, BoxCode3772 AKA xX_NebulaCarp88_Xx AKA LonelyLeaf AKA 666PUssyDESTROYER666, August 2025. (dont be like me)

my little cousin went to Osaka in japan and bought some
cool stuff for me.

i was playing a weird plants vs zombies chinese fangame when all of the sudden a weird thing came flying right into my puppy mousepad, so my first instinct was to smash it but i noticed it was a cute little ladybug... unfortunetly i had hit her wing but she was still alive. i got her some water in a wet paper towel... after a few minutes she started moving and wandering around in my room. she is currently checking out my lamp and i plan to release her tomorrow morning since its night time and it might be a little dangerous outside...

she likes my wii.

and my gloves too.

update: the ladybug has completely healed back.
she is out in the wild and happy.
she made me want to draw hammetchi as a
ladybug, so here it is.

ever since this week started ive been getting daily nosebleeds
just because of how stupidly dry it is outside...

the amazing ebay list of stuff i will never be able to buy

exploring

exploring... once again.

my birthday is next month, however, i feel like i shouldnt
get any presents, because i have not been a good boy lately.
my grades this year were not the best, just like last year.
i have been studying desperately, trying to fix my grades,
but some of these subjects are simply too difficult and confusing.
it makes me very sad and kinda makes me want to cry, but
ill have to keep going.
getting bad grades makes me feel... dumb i guess?
i am not a dumb person, but thats just how they make me feel, inferior.
now i will go to sleep and hope i have a nice dream, because that is the only way to escape the cruel reality sometimes. ( ‘• ω • `)

if you ever think youre fucked, just remember, theres always someone way more fucked than you. ^^

today was a good day, i ate a burger and now im here in this store. this rug looks very cute, if a pinecone had feelings, this would probably be their favorite rug.